Sonoma Mountain, From Mom’s Camera

After a beautiful morning hike in Helen Putnam Park, and an afternoon of wine tasting in Sonoma Valley, we ended our day of girl bonding by driving up the Western slope of Sonoma Mountain to watch the sunset. It was a stunning view.

Barn on Sonoma Mountain Road

Barn on Sonoma Mountain Road

It’s a rough and windy road going up the side of the mountain, but all the views along the way are incredible. From rustic barns to glowing valleys to old fences, it’s a beautiful way to end the day.

Sonoma Mountain Road at sunset

Sonoma Mountain Road at sunset

Happy sun-setting.



Motherly Love

Last fall, my sweet Mum sent me a greeting card to keep me pumped during the campaign. The front had a little animated character with a bubble saying “Three of my favorite words?”, and then when you opened it up, the card finished, “That’s my daughter.” Mum’s handwritten note underneath says, “It just fit how I feel about you.” I keep on my desk in my office because it always give me a little boost of joy in the morning. So today, what are three of my favorite words?….That’s my Mama!!

Me and my cute Mumsy

Meg and Mum, enjoying a sunny day in the backyard in Kansas City, Summer 2012.

My beautiful Grandmom, Kay Mesle. I have no idea what year this picture was taken, but I would guess sometime in the 1940s.

My beautiful Grandmom, Kay Mesle. I have no idea what year this picture was taken, but I would guess sometime in the 1940s.

Nothing can compare to a mother’s love. I feel it from Mum. I still feel it from Grandmom. It’s calming, reassuring, and encouraging. I am fortunate to have a number of “moms” in my life. As we would say in the Mesle family, “it takes a village,” and I certainly am grateful to have such wonderful people in my life supporting me along the way.

In addition to my amazing family in Kansas City, I am lucky to have my fabulous Auntie here in California. As the “redheaded McCollister women” (as Tio likes to call us), we make sure to enjoy living in California to the fullest and explore every nook and cranny we can find.

Meg and Auntie spending a day in San Francisco, April 2013.

Meg and Auntie spending a day in San Francisco, April 2013.

So today, say Thank You to your Mom, your Grandmom, your Auntie, your Bobbie Lou, your Nancy Lee (all of my amazing “moms”). Say Thank You to the women who support you and cheer you on. They are amazing women, and deserve a little extra love on this beautiful day.

Happy Mother’s Day to my sweet Mum, and to all the Mothers out there!

Mother Daughter Bonding Kansas City Style

Kansas City is at its most beautiful in the Spring.  Mom is at her best when Meg visits.  Meg’s visit this week combines the best of my worlds: Spring and Meg!


Meg showing off her shopping prowess.


Meg enjoying a latte at Eddie’s Coffee House on State Line.


Meg and Ann with Casey on the bridge over I-670 in downtown Kansas City.

What To Tell Our Daughters About Having It All

I am fascinated by Anne-Marie Slaughter’s article in the Atlantic outlining why “Women Still Can’t Have It All”.  [1]  It is an article worthy of thoughtful consideration.  But if women can’t “have it all”, we still have professional and personal options that exceed any expectations I had as I began my career 41 years ago.  Those of us who are trained for, and aspire to, professional lives can progress in our careers while raising happy, well-adjusted children. Maybe we won’t ever become a Secretary of State or Director of Policy Planning at the State Department, but we can be doctors, lawyers, government officials, fire fighters, and hold a host of other diverse jobs. [2]

DSC_0009Now, granted, I am not Anne-Marie Slaughter.  I will never have the opportunity to hold a position at the level Ms. Slaughter walked away from.  I do not know what pressures she faced.  But during the years Meg was growing up, I had periods of time in which my work seemed all-consuming.  There were certainly times I don’t know what I would have done without the loving support of Terry, my parents and Meg’s dad, a devoted father.

My generation of women is fortunate to have opportunities that far exceeded those available our mothers. I do not ever recall setting career limits on myself. I did look at my feminist world view and acknowledge, at least to myself, that if my world view was incompatible with having children, feminism wouldn’t last long.    With that in mind, I made career decisions that were consistent with combining career and family.

I was born in 1946, graduated from law school in 1972, and combined raising Meg and working in a challenging career.  If I made career sacrifices for Meg, I also had a great time as I juggled career and family. My friends have lived similar lives as they, too, have faced the challenges of our chosen lives. We have overcome challenges we never anticipated, but we’ve had a great time.  So what do we tell our daughters that will help them on their collective about balancing professional and family commitments. We can share our personal experiences.  Here are a few suggestions:

DSC_00101)  Make a smart decision about who you marry.  It is sad to see new mothers complain that their husbands are too busy, too important, or just unwilling, to help them care for their homes and children.  Seriously, if you don’t have a supportive spouse or supportive family, your career options are likely to be significantly reduced.  You may physically be able to have a career, and a family, cook the meals, clean the house, shop for groceries, pay the bills and otherwise keep the household going; but it would be hard to feel good about it.

2)   Spend the money.  My lawyer friend, Jennifer, quotes me–and I quote her–with this bit of wisdom.  It doesn’t matter who actually said it first.  If you are fortunate enough to have a two career family or a professional income, don’t fight with your spouse about who will handle chores like cleaning the house, mowing the lawn or even ironing his shirts.  Hire someone to do those chores.  If you can afford it, both you and your husband will more effectively balance family time and career time if you pay for outside help.

3)  Way too many professional couples put their desire for material possessions ahead of the best interests of their children.  Spending money to simplify life and to enhance your children’s lives should be valued as top priorities.  The quality of your children’s lives is way more important than expensive homes.  Possessions, excessive debt, and keeping up with the Jones should never take priority over providing for your children.

DSC_00034)  Find quality child care.  Whether it is at your home, at school, or in another nurturing environment, make sure that your children spend time away from you in an environment in which they are loved, intellectually and physically stimulated, and happy.  When Meg was little, I spent significant money on high quality child-care.  As she grew up we were able to transfer some of that expense from nannies to great schools and after school care.  See rule number 2.

3)  For years I brought work home at the end of the day.  Meg remembers that while she did her homework on the computer I was often working in the same room.  It certainly taught her to value study, hard work and education.  A bonus was that if she needed help with her homework, I was nearby.

4)  Cook on weekends and/or combine home cooking with high quality carry out.  I always wanted Meg to learn how to cook from me. In our home, meals were a very social activity for the two of us.  When Terry joined our family that didn’t change.  It was fun.  Cooking together taught her life skills and healthy eating habits.  It also made the kitchen smell great. [3]  But it wasn’t ever a burden.  In a pinch, I always had something in the freezer that I could serve with fresh vegetables and salad.

DSC_00055)  I regularly participated on boards and non-profit groups in addition to holding down a full-time, demanding job.  But I generally limited my participation to organizations that met early morning, noon, or at 4:00.  Rarely did I leave Meg for evening meetings or social activities.  It just wasn’t worth it.  Our rule of thumb–evenings and weekends were Meg’s time. As she grew more independent, Terry and I were able to expand our social calendar.

6)  As Meg matured, her after school schedule involved studies, friends, sports and music.  She was able to participate fully in these and other activities with friends until one of us picked her up from school. Those activities helped her develop as the wonderful person she is today.


7)  Try to take your child to school.  It is amazing what you learn about their lives by observing whether they are happy to start the school day.

8)  Flexibility is extremely helpfully in finding balance.  By having our children when our careers were already established, my friends and I were able to have greater flexibility to participate in school activities.  I looked at it this way–many of my friends found time to play golf, the rest of us watched our children play sports. It just meant more time working at home after hours.  See 3 above.

9)  If you reach the point where you believe your family is sacrificing too much for your success, consider a change.  Don’t feel defeated, don’t feel that you have sold out. One of my most successful friends stayed home for the first years of her daughter’s lives.  With all of her success, she is a senior attorney in her firm and has a very close relationship with her family.  She works long hours, but has prioritized her children’s needs and time with her husband in a healthy way.  Her family has always been close. She rarely sees her friends.  Nothing wrong with that! We all understand, we are in the same boat.

IMG_2091If Professor Slaughter is correct, that she should no longer sacrifice her family to the overwhelming schedule she faced in the State Department, I would argue that men can face similar dilemmas.  Joe Scarborough, host of “Joe in the Morning” on MSNBC, describes that his resignation from his position in the U.S. House of Representatives shortly after being elected to his fourth term was motivated by his concern for his two sons: “they’re at a critical stage of their lives and I would rather be judged at the end of my life as a father than as a congressman.”  He is not alone.  Would anyone suggest that either  Scarborough or Slaughter is a failure for making compromises to meet the interests of their children?  Surely the answer is no.

DSC_0005From the 1960’s and 70’s until today, the world of mothering has significantly changed.  Has my generation of women successfully maneuvered the challenges of happy families and fulfilling professional lives? Maybe not completely.  But I have few regrets.  Meg knows she was-is-and always will have top priority  in my life.  As she and her generation of women take on the responsibilities of family and career, the proof that my generation has successfully combined family life and professional commitments is found in the quality of their lives and the lives of their families.

IMG_0009How do you know whether you are successful in balancing your career and family?  I like to think that the quality of our children’s lives answers the question.  Meg is a happy, productive 29-year-old.  She is well-traveled, well-educated, and leads a rich full life.  Married and living in California, with her husband and two dogs, she is a loving, caring person.  She gives every indication of being proud of her family, her parents and all of our life choices.

What more can we ask for?  I can’t think of a thing!

[1]  Professor Slaughter was the first woman Director of Policy Planning at the State Department. Her article appeared in the July-August 2012 issue of the Atlantic.  At the end of a two-year sabbatical from Princeton University she left her position with the Obama Administration and return to her faculty position as Professor of Politics and International Affairs.

[2]  As Shania Twain sings in She’s Not Just A Pretty Face:  “She is a soldier.  She is a wife.  She is a surgeon, she’ll save your life . . . She’s not just a pretty face.  She’s got everything it takes. She’s mother of the human race.  She’s not just a pretty face.”

[3]  I grew up in a home where the smell of food permeated the house.  Continuing that tradition was important to me.


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